I don't know what you want. Obviously on that night itself, you wanted 'sex'. I am so angry and at the same time so sad about everything. I am getting hurt every now and then thinking of you. I don't have any hopes in myself. You made me realize and know my own strenght. I am trying my hardest best to get the strenght that I once had. You have yours, why don't you just teach me how you did it.
Why do you have to be so fake towards me in front of people? I leave my blog hanging at this stage. There are just too many things I want to say but I'll leave it unsaid for now. I love you.
-dkm
